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the street of crocodiles

Came the yellow days of winter, filled with boredom. The rust-colored earth was covered with a threadbare, meager tablecloth of snow full of holes. There was not enough of it for some of the roofs and so they stood there, black and brown, shingle and thatch, arks containing the sooty expanses of attics – coal black cathedrals, bristling with the ribs of rafters, beams, and spars – the dark lungs of winter winds. Each dawn revealed new chimney stacks and chimney pots which had emerged during the hours of darkness, blown up by the night winds: the black pipes of a devil’s organ. The chimney sweeps could not get rid of the crows which in the evening covered the branches of the trees around the church with living black leaves, then took off, fluttering, and came back, each clinging to its own place on its own branch, only to fly away at dawn in large flocks, like gusts of soot, flakes of dirt, undulating and fantastic, blackening with their insistent cawing the musty yellow streaks of light. The days hardened with cold and boredom like last year’s loaves of bread. One began to cut them with blunt knives without appetite, with lazy indifference.

From Bruno Schulz’s The Street of Crocodiles, which it taking me forever to get through because I keep having to stop and savor what I just read.

Although Schulz is “regarded as one of the great Polish-language prose stylists of the 20th century”, I had only heard of him through The Quay Brothers film, Street of Crocodiles, which is conveniently available on youtube and well worth a watch:


/just sharing

The War of Art: Resistance and Healing

I just finished The War of Art by Steven Pressfield. It’s any easy read, no more than a hour to get through — but I’m sure that I will re-read it many more times. The subtitle is “Break Through the Blocks and Win Your Inner Creative Battles” – a large portion focuses on defeating Resistance, that thing that keeps us from what we are called to do.

Resistance is like the Alien or the Terminator or the shark in Jaws. It cannot be reasoned with. It understands nothing but power. It is an engine of destruction, programmed…to prevent us from doing our work.

I like the idea of Resistance as a Thing that is totally impersonal – not a personal failing, not a lack of will or ability, just something that exists. And something that happens to everyone. It’s easier to deal with something that is outside of you.

Resistance takes many forms, but the one that interests me most at the moment is Healing: the idea that we must get our shit together before we can do anything. Resistance loves Healing – all the workshops, the self-reflection, the spa treatments, the inspirational jewelry that we MUST get or do before we are Just Right and Ready to Begin. It is a form of active procrastination that distracts us from actually doing our work – and all the while we think we are taking totally necessary steps to the starting point. I think it is probably one of the sneakiest forms of Resistance because who wants to tell somebody that all their introspection is pointless and possibly even detrimental?

Resistance loves “healing.” Resistance knows that the more psychic energy we expend dredging and re-dredging the tired, boring injustices of our personal lives, the less juice we have to do our work.

I am guilty of this in a big way. Combing over your own imperfections can be perversely satisfying – look at how many, woe is me, nobody has it as bad as I do – and, of course – it’s not my fault I can’t start [whatever], look at all the shit I have to get together first! My chakras are not even aligned! It is the ultimate excuse. I use it all the time. Probably even every day!

It’s important to just start. I’m not saying we can’t take a moment to sit back and reflect; healing – real healing – is important. But there is a difference between necessary self-repair and using preparatory exercises as an excuse for the actual work (and it is work – Pressfield touches on this, and I will come back to that another time). Don’t get stuck in the Pre-Stage; there is really nothing stopping you. You will never have your shit together. Ever. So just go.

There are many other ideas in the book that interest me but I will return to them – I just wanted to stick to one to start. Because I needed to start! (see what I did there??)